On June 27th 2022, Team Gilles (as I call it) lost an illustrious member with the death of Kathleen Lehman.
I exchanged emails with her for a while in the late nineties and will always regret that we lost touch. She was an original thinker and I wish that the book she planned to write had reached fruition. For a long time, she was the only person I knew of who shared my crazy notions about Gilles de Rais.
Her dense and thoughtful essay, which graced the internet for two or three years at the turn of the century, will probably have been seen by few. I feel privileged to have read it, and still lament its loss, although if it had remained online I would possibly not have felt the need for this blog, which led directly to my book. Lehman struck a chord in me; she had discovered Gilles at fifteen, as I had, and developed a similar conviction of his innocence. On the other side of the Atlantic, she had uncovered the same flaws in the traditional narrative that I had, and drawn the same conclusions. I felt less alone. Her closing words had a particular resonance -
It may be argued that the details of the life of Gilles de Rais are of no importance to the modern day, but they will always ultimately be important to Gilles de Rais, and truth knows no season. To bring him in death the justice which he did not receive in life is my pre-eminent goal.
Rest In Power, Kathy.
Thank you so much for this appreciation. I remember you, after a fashion. Kathleen used to share some of your comments with me back when the two of you were corresponding.
ReplyDeleteI was involved in her Gilles saga right from the start. We met at Northwestern University. The library there gave her access to some important resources for her research. She ran her ideas and manuscripts past me for many years. I'm no historian, really, but if nothing else, I could give her validation and encouragement.
Eventually, she assembled a "magnum opus" on the subject, which I helped her post online. That would be the work you remember. She may have made some revisions to it later, but once that work was done and the official exoneration came to her attention, she no longer felt the need to continue and turned her attentions elsewhere.
About that time, in a curious development, she received an email from a history professor in Australia asking if she had given permission to one of his students to quote her work. She had not. (I'll bet that student was in for it!) The professor thanked her for that information and praised her work. But after that incident, she decided to remove the essay from the Internet.
I was all for her publishing it in some other format, but she didn't feel the need. She was a very good writer (and in fact edited my writing from college on through the publication of my first few novels), but she had no real interest in being published. The one thing she did publish was an edition of Henry van Dyke's classic tale "The Other Wise Man," for which she wrote an amazing afterword. (We ran a small press for about 10 years, through which we published it. I still have a fair number of copies of that book.)
I believe there is a copy of her Gilles manuscript lying around here somewhere, possibly on my computer, possibly on paper, possibly both. Although she didn't care to publish it, she didn't want to lose it. I may have to go looking for it now.
Again, thank you for posting this.